After a painful weekend a few weeks ago I finally feel like we are starting to get back on track and starting to feel normal again. My continued fear is dealing with other people’s pain and other people’s feelings and how that will effect me and my feelings. We have a plan and we are moving full steam ahead, I know and understand other people have pain and feelings, but I can’t share the burden of that. I hope that people can be happy for us as we transition, both her transition to a woman as well as our families transition from a family of 3 to a family of 4 with the impending future potential of having another child and the other changes we face as a whole.
I am healing and I wish healing for everyone else in our lives as well.